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CHRISTMAS!! [Dec. 18th, 2005|09:58 pm]
CHRISTMAS is almost here... yay i can't wait. Presents and family, the best part of the holidays. WAIT WAIT i take that back NO SCHOOL is the best part of the holidays well that'll be over on the 20th and i can't express how happy i will be when this sem. is over. THANK GOD! Anyways I hope ya'll have a great christmas and love all ya xoxo
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Been awhile [Dec. 13th, 2005|04:54 pm]
[mood |happyhappy]

hmm... I'm just really bored and I have nothing better to do before class, so i figured hey why not. This sem. is almost over and I am so happy because it has been one from hell. So many things have gotten in my way and I'm ready to start a new sem. with a clean slate. I try to do good every year but something always happens and I don't really do my best not that I don't try it's just I am unable to. I took my traditions test today and I need a B on the test at least or I am going to fail the class. Big time bummer... if i fail i'm screwed and I don't quite know what I will do,but I will deal with that when it happens I guess.
Some of my friendships sucked ass this year and so many more got better so i am happier for that. I really can tell the people that really care about me and which ones don't. Some were kind of sad to realize but i guess its better to know then be oblivious to it forever right.
This year i really realized that the bible was right LOVE IS PATIENT...... amazing huh... love has to be patient because if you rush it then it might not be meant to be at that time... and if it is meant to be it will be. I know i'm sure i've said it will be if it is meant to be before but i guess i really think it will be. And even if in the end it isn't meant to be i know i will always have the greatest friend in the world when ever i need one.
I think i grew as a person seeing how others act and the dumb mistakes people make in life and how much i have in front of me to just be happy for no matter what happens. I still don't understand the decisions that people make but at least now I can have my own opinion and still move on.
I've been hurt a lot... and still do somedays but Everything will eventually be forgiven right? i hope so because I want to love freely and not have to be afraid... someday i guess
well it is time for class unfortunately so i must go!!!
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??? [Jul. 15th, 2005|10:24 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]

WHY? When is the day going to come? Its no where in sight!
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This summer!! [Jul. 15th, 2005|10:13 am]
[mood |accomplished]

OKay ok this summer wasnt turning out to b the best but its really picked up and things are going pretty good. Ok so i got back together with my ex which still im not sure if it was a good choice but im so in love i can't say no. Things are good between us and they get better everyday. We burried my grandpa a couple weeks ago so that has finally been put to rest. I'm saving up my money because i found out i'm going to disney world next summer YAY!! I'm so excited for school to start again i miss all my friends. I'm starting to look up on things which is totally good for me. Alright i've said enough i'm going to go out.
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What to do? [Apr. 24th, 2005|11:23 pm]
[mood |confusedconfused]

I want to be treated like a princess. Like i deserve, better then what i've been getting. I want everything and everyone i can't have. I want him but can never have him. When will i get what i want and finally be happy and have someone to treat me at least half way decent?
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I thought they were funny things to think about!! [Apr. 24th, 2005|04:32 pm]
[mood |tiredtired]

1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2..00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE


2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? (My sentiments exactly)


3. OK.... so if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the "Jags" and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers are known as the "Bucs," what does that make the Tennessee Titans?


4. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it?


5. There are three religious truths:
a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah.
b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith.
c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters.


6. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?


7. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?


8. If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled?

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~! *~*~*~*

9. Why do croutons come in airtight packages? Aren't they just stale bread to begin with?


10. Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist but a person who drives a racecar is not called a racist?


11. Why isn't the number 11 pronounced onety one?


12. If lawyers are disbarred and clergymen defrocked, doesn't it follow that electricians can be delighted, musicians denoted, cowboys deranged, models deposed, tree surgeons debarked, and dry cleaners depressed?


13. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP?


14. Do Lipton Tea employees take coffee breaks?


15. What hair color do they put on the driver's licenses of bald men?


16. I was thinking about how people seem to read the Bible a whole lot more as they get older; then it dawned on me .....they're cramming for their final exam.


17. I thought about how mothers feed their babies with tiny little spoons and forks, so I wondered what do Chinese mothers use? toothpicks?


18. Why do they put pictures of criminals up in the Post Office? What are we supposed to do, write to them? Why don't they just put their pictures on the postage stamps so the mailmen can look for them while they deliver the mail?


19 If it's true that we are here to help others, then what exactly are the others here for?


20. You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive.


21. Ever wonder what the speed of lightning would be if it didn't zigzag?


22. If a cow laughed, would milk come out of her nose?


23. Whatever happened to Preparations A through G?

As income tax time approaches, did you ever notice: When you put the two words "The" and "IRS" together it spells

Have a great day!
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I don't understand [Apr. 17th, 2005|05:54 pm]
[mood |sadsad]

It was another shitty day on this sunny weekend. I've been doing hw so much I think my head is going to explode. I hate stupid geometry who ever heard of writting six page papers for math... umm not me. And Vis com why try she'll probably hate everythign i've doone any ways.
My grandma's been in her room all day crying cause she misses my grandpa and she just came out a bit ago and told my mommy she wants to go sleep at home tonight cause she doesn't want to disturb our family any more. I don't understand how she thinks she any disturbance. She is part of our family we want her to live with us. It makes me so sad to see that shes in so much pain. I miss my grandpa so much to but i dont' know it hurts so much to see her like that. and then my mommy's sad becasue she thinks she's in our way and shes really hurt to. everything is just messed up. I don't understand the way that life is going about for me. Nothing is easy and i don't see it getting any easier. I need a break in life.
I was sad when I first heard the news,
But I knew I had to be strong.
I could hear my grandfather say that’s nonsense don’t cry.
Smile and enjoy the rest of your life and celebrate the life I had.
So I wiped away my tears and started to smile and knew he was looking down.
I made funny jokes to try and make everyone smile,
Just like he would if he was here.
With his attitude always positive,
And his head always up,
My grandfather was a fun and a loving guy for sure no one else could compare.
I learned that if I was half the person my grandfather was in life,
I would be wonderful inside and out.
There is no reason to be sad he is in a better place now.
He is looking down upon us as we live our lives
Happy and peaceful like he should be.
Knowing that one day we will all be together again
So now I pray on this day and forever
That he is where he belongs.
With people that love him just like we do,
And always will for the rest of time.
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Yesterdsay [Apr. 15th, 2005|10:46 pm]
[mood |stressedstressed]
[music |"Don't take the girl" Tim McGraw]

When boys meant "yuck"
and friends were new
dreams were unshattered
and worries few

When recess was too short
and life too long
decisions came easy
without the need to belong

When storks delivered babies
and passions weren't so strong
friendships were unbroken
right was right, wrong was wrong

When bad things didn't happen
and only skinned knees brought tears
and the nightlight in it's socket
quieted all of out fears

When farewell meant just for summer
and real friends didn't part
and fun went on forever
and never left a broken heart.

Remember when life was this simple? I wish i could go back life is to hard.
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My very first entry! [Apr. 11th, 2005|10:14 pm]
[mood |soresore]

Hey people it's me! I'm sitting here with lots of pain trying to figure out this stupid thing. Jessica said that if I did not make one of these I can not be on the web site. SO HERE IT IS!!
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